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32
Whan this creatur sey sche was forsakyn and put fro
among the good men, sche
was ful hevy, most for sche had no confessowr ne myth not be
schrevyn than as sche
wolde. Than preyde sche owyr Lord of hys mercy that he wolde
disposyn for hir as
was most plesawns unto hym, wyth gret plenté of teerys.
And sithyn sche clepyd onto
hir the forseyd Richard wyth the broke bak, preyng hym to go
ovyr to a cherch
agen
the hospital and enformyn
the person of the chyrche of hir maner of governawnce,
and what sorwe sche had, and how sche wept for sche myth not
be schrevyn
ne
howselyd, and what compunccyon and contricyon sche had for hir
synnes. Than Ri-
chard went to the person and enformyd hym of this creatur, and
how owyr Lord gaf
hir contricyon and compunccyon wyth gret plenté of teerys,
and how sche desired to
be howseld every Sonday yyf sche myth and sche had no preste
to be schrevyn to.
And than the person, heryng of hir contricyon and compunccyon,
was ryth glad and
bad sche schulde come to hym in the name of Jhesu and sey hir
confiteor,
and he
schulde howseln hire hys owyn self, for he cowde not undyrstond
non Englysch. Than
owyr Lord sent Seynt
John the Evangelyst to heryn hir confessyon,
and sche seyd
"Benedicité." And he seyd "Dominus" verily
in hir sowle that sche saw hym and herd
hym in hire gostly undirstondyng as sche schuld a do an other
preste be hir bodily
wittys. Than sche teld hym alle hir synnes and al hir hevynes
wyth many swemful
teerys, and he herd hir ful mekely and benyngly. And sythyn he
enjoyned hir penawns
that sche schuld do for hir trespas and asoyled hir of hir synnes
wyth swet wordys and
meke wordys, hyly strengthyng hir to trostyn in the mercy of
owyr Lord Jhesu Crist,
and bad hir that sche schulde receyven the sacrament
of the awter in the name of
Jhesu. And sithyn he passyd awey fro hir. Whan he was go, sche
preyd wyth al hir hert
alle the tyme as sche herd hir messe, "Lord, as wistly as thu
art not wroth wyth me,
grawnt me a welle of teerys, wherthorw I may receyve thi precyows
body wyth al
maner terys of devocyon to thi worshep and encresyng of my meryte,
for thu art my
joye, Lord, my blysse, my comfort, and alle the tresor that I
have in this world, for
other werdlys joye coveyt I non but only the. And therfor, my
derworthy Lord and my
God, forsake me not." Than owyr blysful Lord Crist Jhesu answeryd
to hir sowle and
seyd, "My derworthy dowtyr, I swer be myn hy magesté that
I schal nevyr forsakyn
the. And, dowtyr, the mor schame, despite, and reprefe that thu
sufferyst for my lofe,
the bettyr I lofe the, for I far liche a man that lovyth wel
hys wyfe, the mor envye that
men han to hir the bettyr he wyl arayn hir in despite of hir
enmys. And ryth so, dowtyr,
schal I faryn wyth the. In no thyng that thu dost, dowtyr, ne
seyest, thu mayst no bettyr
plesyn God than belevyn that he lovyth the, for, yyf it were
possybyl that I myth
wepyn wyth the, I wold wepyn wyth the, dowtyr, for the compassion
that I have of the.
Tyme schal come whan thu schalt holdyn the ryth wel plesyd, for
it schal be verifyed in
the the comown proverbe that men seyn, `He is wel blyssed that
may sytten on hys wel
stool and tellyn of hys wo stool.' And so schalt thu don, dowtyr,
and al thi wepyng
and thi sorwe schal turnyn into joy and blysse, the whech thu
schalt nevyr mysse." |