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35
As this creatur was in the Postelys
Cherch at Rome on Seynt
Laterynes Day, the
Fadyr of Hevyn seyd to hir, "Dowtyr, I am wel plesyd wyth the
inasmeche as thu
belevyst in alle the sacramentys
of Holy Chirche and in al feyth that longith therto,
and specialy for that thu belevyst in manhode of my sone and
for the gret compassyon
that thu hast of hys bittyr Passyon." Also the Fadyr seyd to
this creatur, "Dowtyr, I wil
han the weddyd to my Godhede, for I schal schewyn the my prevyteys
and my
cownselys, for thu schalt wonyn wyth me wythowtyn ende." Than
the creatur kept sylens
in hir sowle and answeryd not therto, for sche was ful sor aferd
of the Godhed and
sche cowde no skylle of the dalyawns of the Godhede, for al hir
lofe and al hir affeccyon
was set in the manhode of Crist and therof cowde sche good skylle
and sche wolde for
no thyng a partyd therfro. Sche was so meche affectyd to the
manhode of Crist that
whan sche sey women in Rome beryn children in her armys, yyf
sche myth wetyn that
thei wer ony men children, sche schuld than cryin, roryn, and
wepyn as thei sche had
seyn Crist in hys childhode. And, yf sche myth an had hir wille,
oftyntymes sche
wolde a takyn the childeryn owt of the moderys armys and a kyssed
hem in the stede
of Criste. And, yyf sche sey a semly man, sche had gret peyn
to lokyn on hym les than
sche myth a seyn hym that was bothe God and man. And therfor
sche cryed many
tymes and oftyn whan sche met a semly man and wept and sobbyd
ful sor in the
manhod of Crist as sche went in the stretys at Rome that thei
that seyn hir wondryd ful
mych on hir, for thei knew not the cawse. And therfor it was
no wondyr yyf sche wer
stille and answeryd not the Fadyr of Hevyn whan he teld hir that
sche schuld be weddyd
to hys Godhed. Than seyd the
Secunde Persone, Crist Jhesu, whoys manhode sche
lovyd so meche, to hir, "What seyst thu, Margery, dowtyr, to
my Fadyr of thes wordys
that he spekyth to the? Art thu wel plesyd that it be so?" And
than sche wold not
answeryn the Secunde Persone but wept wondir sor, desiryng to
have stille hymselfe
and in no wyse to be departyd fro hym. Than the Secunde Persone
in Trinité answeryd
to hys Fadyr for hir and seyde, "Fadyr, have hir excused, for
sche is yet but yong and
not fully lernyd how sche schulde answeryn." And than the Fadyr
toke hir be the hand
in hir sowle befor the Sone and the Holy
Gost and the Modyr of Jhesu and alle the
twelve apostelys and Seynt
Kateryn and Seynt
Margarete and many other seyntys and
holy virgynes wyth gret multitude of awngelys, seying to hir
sowle, "I take the, Margery,
for my weddyd wyfe, for fayrar, for fowelar, for richar, for
powerar, so that thu be
buxom and bonyr to do what I byd the do. For, dowtyr, ther was
nevyr childe so
buxom to the modyr as I schal be to the bothe in wel and in wo,
to help the and comfort
the. And therto I make the suyrté." And than the Modyr
of God and alle the seyntys
that wer ther present in hir sowle preyde that thei myth have
mech joy togedyr. And
than the creatur wyth hy devocyon, wyth gret plenté of
terys, thankyd God of this
gostly comfort, heldyng hirself in hir owyn felyng ryth unworthy
to any swech grace
as sche felt, for sche felt many gret comfortys, bothe gostly
comfortys and bodily
comfortys. Sumtyme sche felt swet smellys wyth hir nose; it wer
swettyr, hir thowt,
than evyr was ony swet erdly thyng that sche smellyd beforn,
ne sche myth nevyr
tellyn how swet it wern, for hir thowt sche myth a levyd therby
yyf they wolde a
lestyd. Sumtyme sche herd wyth hir bodily erys sweche sowndys
and melodiis that
sche myth not wel heryn what a man seyd to hir in that tyme les
he spoke the lowder.
Thes sowndys and melodiis had sche herd nyhand every day the
terme of twenty-five
yere whan this boke was wretyn, and specialy whan sche was in
devowt prayer, also
many tymes whil sche was at Rome and in Inglond bothe. Sche sey
wyth hir bodily
eyne many white thyngys flying al abowte hir on every syde as
thykke in a maner as
motys in the sunne; it weryn ryth sotyl and comfortabyl, and
the brygtare that the
sunne schyned, the bettyr sche myth se hem. Sche sey hem many
dyvers tymes and in
many dyvers placys, bothe in chirche and in hir chawmbre, at
hir mete and in hir
praerys, in felde and in towne, bothyn goyng and syttyng. And
many tymes sche was
aferde what thei myth be, for sche sey hem as wel on nytys in
dyrkenes as on daylygth.
Than, whan sche was aferde of hem, owir Lord seyd onto hir, "Be
this tokyn, dowtyr,
beleve it is God that spekyth in the, for wherso God is hevyn
is, and wher that God is
ther be many awngelys,
and God is in the and thu art in hym. And therfor be not
aferde, dowtyr, for thes betokyn that thu hast many awngelys
abowte the to kepyn the
bothe day and nygth that no devyl schal han power ovyr the ne
non evyl man to der the."
Than fro that tyme forwarde sche usyd to seyn whan sche saw hem
comyn, "Benedictus
qui venit in nomine domini." Also owr Lord gaf hir an other tokne,
the whech enduryd
abowtyn sixteen yer and it encresyd evyr mor and mor, and that
was a flawme of fyer
wondir hoot and delectabyl and ryth comfortabyl, nowt wastyng
but evyr incresyng,
of lowe, for, thow the wedyr wer nevyr so colde, sche felt the
hete brennyng in hir
brest and at hir hert, as verily as a man schuld felyn the material
fyer yyf he put hys
hand or hys fynger therin. Whan sche felt fyrst the fyer
of love brennyng in her brest,
sche was aferd therof, and than owr Lord answeryd to hir mend
and seyde, "Dowtyr,
be not aferd, for this hete is the hete of the Holy
Gost, the whech schal bren awey alle
thi synnes, for the fyer of lofe qwenchith alle synnes. And thu
schalt undirstondyn be
this tokyn the Holy Gost is in the, and thu wost wel wherthatevyr
the Holy Gost is ther
is the Fadir, and wher the Fadyr is ther is the Sone, and so
thu hast fully in thi sowle al
the Holy Trinité.
Therfor thow hast gret cawse to lovyn me ryth wel, and yet thu schalt
han grettyr cawse than evyr thu haddyst to lovyn me, for thu
schalt heryn that thu nevyr
herdist, and thu schalt se that thu nevyr sey, and thu schalt
felyn that thu nevyr feltist.
For, dowtyr, thu art as sekyr of the lofe of God as God is God.
Thy sowle is mor sekyr
of the lofe of God than of thin owyn body, for thi sowle schal
partyn fro thy body but
God schal nevyr partyn fro thi sowle, for thei ben onyd togedyr
wythowtyn ende.
Therfor, dowtyr, thu hast as gret cawse to be mery as any lady
in this werld, and, yyf
thu knew, dowtyr, how meche thu plesyst me whan thu suffyrst
me wilfully to spekyn
in the, thu schuldist nevyr do otherwise, for this is an holy
lyfe and the tyme is ryth
wel spent. For, dowtyr, this lyfe plesyth me mor than weryng
of the haburjon or of the
hayr
or fastyng of bred and watyr, for, yyf thu seydest every day a thowsand Pater
Noster, thu schuldist not
plesyn me so wel as thu dost whan thu art in silens and
sufferyst me to speke in thy sowle. |