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73
On the Holy
Thursday, as the sayd creatur went processyon wyth other pepil, sche
saw in hir sowle owr Lady, Seynt
Mary Mawdelyn, and the twelve apostelys. And than
sche beheld wyth hir gostly eye how owr Lady toke hir leve of
hir blysful Sone, Crist
Jhesu, how he kyssed hir and alle hys apostelys and also hys
trewe lover, Mary
Mawdelyn. Than hir thowt it was a swemful partyng and also a
joyful partyng. Whan
sche beheld this sygth in hir sowle, sche fel down in the feld
among the pepil. Sche
cryid, sche roryd, sche wept as thow sche schulde a brostyn therwith.
Sche myth not
mesuryn hirself ne rewlyn hirselfe, but cryid and roryd that
many man on hir wonderyd.
But sche toke non heed what ony man seyd ne dede, for hir mende
was ocupyid in owr
Lord. Sche felt many an holy thowt in that tyme whech sche cowde
nevyr aftyr. Sche
had forgetyn alle erdly thyngys and only ententyd to gostly thyngys.
Hir thowt that al
hir joy was ago. Sche sey hyr Lord steyn up into hevyn, for sche
cowde not forberyn
hym in erde. Therfor sche desiryd to a gon wyth hym, for al hir
joy and al hir blysse
was in hym and sche knew wel that sche schulde nevyr han joy
ne blys tyl sche come to
hym. Swech holy thowtys and swech holy desirys cawsyd hir to
wepyn, and the pepil
wist not what hir eylyd. An other tyme the seyd creatur beheld
how owr Lady was, hir
thowt, in
deying and alle the apostelys knelyng beforn hir and askyng grace.
Than
sche cryid and wept sor. The apostelys comawndyd hir to cesyn
and be stille. The
creatur answeryd to the apostelys, "Wolde ye I schulde see the
Modyr of God deyin and
I schulde not wepyn? It may not be, for I am so ful of sorwe
that I may not wythstonde
it. I must nedys cryin and wepyn." And than sche seyd in hir
sowle to owr Lady, "A,
blyssyd Lady, prey for me to yowr Sone that I may come to yow
and no lengar be teriid
fro yow, for, Lady, this is al to gret a sorwe for to be bothe
at yowr sonys dethe and
at yowr deth and not deyin wyth yow but levyn stille alone and
no comfort han
wyth me." Than owr gracyows Lady answeryd to hir sowle, behestyng
hir to prey for
hir to hir sone, and seyd, "Dowtyr, alle thes sorwys that thu
hast had for me and for my
blissyd sone schal turne the to gret joye and blys in hevyn wythowtyn
ende. And
dowt the not, dowtyr, that thu schalt comyn to us ryth wel and
be ryth wolcome whan
thu comyst. But thu mayst not comyn yet, for thu schalt comyn
in ryth good tyme. And,
dowtyr, wete thu wel thu schalt fyndyn me a very modyr to the
to helpyn the and socowr
the as a modyr owyth to don hir dowtyr and purchasyn to the grace
and vertu. And the
same pardon that was grawntyd the befor tyme, it was confermyd
on Seynt
Nicholas
Day, that is to seyn plenowr remissyon, and it is not only grawntyd
to the but also to
alle tho that belevyn and to alle tho that schul belevyn into
the worldys ende that God
lovyth the and schal thankyn God for the. Yyf thei wyl forsakyn
her synne and ben in
ful wylle no more to turnyn ageyn therto but ben sory and hevy
for that thei have do
and wil don dew penawnce therfor, thei schal have the same pardon
that is grawntyd to
thiselfe, and that is alle the pardon that is in Jerusalem
as was grawntyd the whan thu
wer at Rafnys," as is beforn wretyn. |