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77
Whan the seyd creatur had first hyr wondirful cryis and on a tyme
was in gostly
dalyawns wyth hir sovereyn Lord Crist Jhesu, sche seyd, "Lord,
why wilt thu gyf me
swech crying that the pepil wondryth on me therfor and thei seyn
that I am in gret
perel, for, as thei seyn, I am cawse that many men synne on me.
And thu knowist,
Lord, that I wolde gevyn no man cawse ne occasyon of synne yyf
I myth, for I had
levar, Lord, ben in a preson of ten fadom depe ther to cryin
and wepyn for my synne
and for alle mennys synnys and specialy for thy lofe al my lyf
tyme than I schulde gevyn
the pepil occasyon to synnyn on me wilfully. Lord, the worlde
may not suffyr me to
do thy wil ne to folwyn aftyr thi steryng, and therfor I prey
the, yyf it be thy wil, take
thes cryingys fro me in the tyme of sermownys
that I cry not at thin holy prechyng and
late me havyn hem be myself alone so that I be not putt fro heryng
of thin holy prechyng
and of thin holy wordys, for grettar peyn may I not suffyr in
this worlde than be put
fro thi holy worde heryng. And, yyf I wer in preson, my most
peyn schulde be the
forberyng of thin holy wordys and of thin holy sermownys.
And, good Lord, yyf thu
wilt algate that I crye, I prey the geve me it alone in my chambyr
as meche as evyr thu
wilt and spar me amongys the pepil, yyf it plese the." Owr merciful
Lord Crist Jhesu
answeryng to hir mende seyd, "Dowtyr, prey not therfor; thu schalt
not han thy desyr in
this thow my modyr and alle the seyntys in hevyn preye for the,
for I schal make the
buxom to my wil that thu schalt criyn whan I wil, and wher I
wil, bothyn lowde and
stille, for I teld the, dowtyr, thu art myn and I am thyn, and
so schalt thu be wythowtyn
ende. Dowtyr, thu seist how the planetys ar buxom to my wil,
that sumtyme ther cum
gret thundirkrakkys and makyn the pepil ful sor afeerd. And sumtyme,
dowtyr, thu
seest how I sende gret levenys that brennyn chirchys and howsys.
Also sumtyme thu
seest that I sende gret wyndys that blowyn down stepelys, howsys,
and trees owt of
the erde and doth mech harm in many placys, and yet may not the
wynd be seyn but it
may wel be felt. And ryth so, dowtyr, I fare wyth the myth of
my Godheed; it may not
be seyn wyth mannys eye, and yyt it may wel be felt in a sympil
sowle wher likyth to
werkyn grace, as I do in thi sowle. And, as sodeynly as the levyn
comith fro hevyn, so
sodeynly come I into thy sowle, and illumyn it wyth the lyght
of grace and of
undirstandyng, and sett it al on fyr wyth lofe, and make the
fyr of lofe to brenne therin
and purgyn it ful clene fro alle erdly filth. And sumtyme, dowtyr,
I make erdedenys
for to feryn the pepil that thei schulde dredyn me. And so, dowtyr,
gostly have I don
wyth the and wyth other chosyn sowlys that schal ben savyd, for
I turne the erthe of her
hertys upsodown and make hem sore afeerd that thei dredyn venjawnce
schulde fallyn
on hem for her synnys. And so dedist thu, dowtyr, whan thu turnedist
fyrst to me, and
it is nedful that yong begynnarys do so, but now, dowtyr, thu
hast gret cawse to lovyn
me wel, for the parfyte charité that I gyf the puttyth
away al drede fro the. And, thow
other men settyn lityl be the, I sett but the mor prys be the.
As sekyr as thu art of the
sunne whan thu seest it schynyn bryghtly, ryth so sekyr art thu
of the lofe of God at al
tyme. Also, dowtyr, thu wost wel that I send sumtyme many gret
reynys and scharp
schowerys, and sumtyme but smale and softe dropis. And ryth so
I far wyth the, dowtyr,
whan it likyth me to spekyn in thi sowle; I gyf the sumtyme smale
wepyngys and soft
teerys for a tokyn that I lofe the, and sumtyme I geve the gret
cryis and roryngys for to
makyn the pepil aferd wyth the grace that I putte in the into
a tokyn that I wil that my
modrys sorwe be knowyn by the that men and women myth have the
mor compassyon
of hir sorwe that sche suffyrd for me. And the thryd tokyn is
this, dowtyr, that what
creatur wil takyn as mech sorwe for my passyon
as thu hast don many a tyme and wil
sesyn of her synnys that thei schal have the blys of hevyn wythowtyn
ende. The ferth
tokyn is this: that any creatur in erthe, haf he be nevyr so
horrybyl a synner, he thar
nevyr fallyn in dispeyr yyf he wyl takyn exampil of thy levyng
and werkyn sumwhat
theraftyr as he may do. Also, dowtyr, the fifte tokyn is that
I wil thu knowe in thiself
be the gret peyne that thu felist in thyn hert whan thu cryist
so sor for my lofe that it schal
be cawse thu schalt no peyn felyn whan thu art comyn owt of this
worlde and also that
thu schalt have the lesse peyn in thy deying, for thu hast so
gret compassyon of my
flesche I must nede have compassyon of thi flesch. And therfor,
dowtyr, suffyr the
pepil to sey what thei wil of thi crying, for thu art nothyng
cawse of her synne. Dowtyr,
the pepil synnyd on me, and yet was I not cawse of her synne."
Than sche seyd, "A,
Lord, blissyd mote thu be, for me thynkyth thu dost thiself al
that thu biddist me don.
In Holy Writte, Lord, thu byddyst me lovyn myn enmys, and I wot
wel that in al this
werld was nevyr so gret an enmye to me as I have ben to the.
Therfor, Lord, thei I wer
slayn an hundryd sithys on a day, yyf it wer possibyl, for thy
love, yet cowde I nevyr
yeldyn the the goodnes that thu hast schewyd to me." Than answeryd
owr Lord to hir
and seyd, "I prey the, dowtyr, geve me not ellys but lofe. Thu
maist nevyr plesyn me
bettyr than havyn me evyr in thi lofe, ne thu schalt nevyr in
no penawns that thu mayst
do in erth plesyn me so meche as for to lovyn me. And, dowtyr,
yyf thu wilt ben hey
in hevyn wyth me, kepe me alwey in thi mende as meche as thu
mayst and forgete me
not at thi mete, but thynk alwey that I sitte in thin hert and
knowe every thowt that is
therin, bothe good and ylle, and that I parceyve the lest thynkyng
and twynkelyng of
thyn eye." Sche seyd agen to owr Lord, "Now trewly, Lord, I wolde
I cowde lovyn
the as mych as thu mythist makyn me to lovyn the. Yyf it wer
possibyl, I wolde lovyn
the as wel as alle the seyntys in hevyn lovyn the and as wel
as alle the creaturys in erth
myth lovyn the. And I wolde, Lord, for thi lofe be leyd nakyd
on an hyrdil, alle men to
wonderyn on me for thi love, so it wer no perel to her sowlys,
and thei to castyn slory
and slugge on me, and be drawyn fro town to town every day my
lyfetyme, yyf thu
wer plesyd therby and no mannys sowle hyndryd, thi wil mote be
fulfillyd and not
myn." |