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Tweyn preistys whech had gret trost in hir maner of crying and
wepyng,
nevyrthelesse thei wer sumtyme in gret dowte whedyr it wer deceyvabyl
er not.
Forasmeche as sche cryid and wept in the syght of the pepil,
thei had a prevy conseyt,
hir unwetyng, that thei wolde prevyn whedyr sche cryid for the
pepil schulde heryn hir
er not. And on a day the preistys cam to hir and askyd yyf sche
wolde gon too myle fro
then sche dwellyd on pilgrimage to a cherch stod in the feld,
a good party distawnce
fro any other hows, whech was dedicate in the honowr of God and
Seynt Michael
Archawngyl.
And sche seyd sche wolde gon wyth hem wyth good wil. Thei toke
wyth hem a childe er tweyn and went to the seyd place al in fere.
Whan thei had a
while mad her preyerys, the sayd creatur had so mech swetnes
and devocyon that sche
myth not kepyn it prevy but brast owt in boistows wepyng and
sobbyng and cryid as
lowde er ellys lowder as sche dede whan sche was amongys the
pepil at hom, and sche
cowde not restreyn hirselfe therfro, ne no personys beyng ther
present than the tweyn
preistys and a childe er tweyn wyth hem. And than, as thei cam
homward ageyn, thei
mett women wyth childeryn in her armys, and the forseyd creatur
askyd yyf ther wer
any man childe amongys hem, and the women seyd, "Nay." Than was
the mende so
raveschyd into the childhod of Crist for desir that sche had
for to see hym that sche
mith not beryn it but fel downe and wept and cryid so sor that
it was merveyl to her it.
Than the preistys haddyn the mor trust that it was ryth wel wyth
hir whan thei herd hir
cryin in prevy place as wel as in opyn place and in the feld
as in the town. Also ther
wer nunnys desiryd to have knowlach of the creatur and that thei
schulde the mor be
steryd to devocyon. Sche was in her chirch at myddenyght to heryn
her mateyns,
and
owr Lord sent hir so hy devocyon and so hy meditacyon and swech
gostly comfortys
that sche was al inflawmyd wyth the fir of love, the whech encresyd
so sor that it brast
owt wyth lowde voys and gret crying, that owr Lordys name was
the mor magnifiid
amongys hys servawntys, tho that weryn good, meke, and sympil
sowlys and wolde
belevyn the goodnes of owr Lord Jhesu Crist, that gevith hys
grace to whom he wole.
And specialy to hem that dowtyn not ne mystrostyn not in her
askyng hir crying gretly
profityd to encres of merite and of vertu. To hem that litil
trostyd and lityl belevyd
peraventur was litil encres of vertu and of merite. But whethyr
the pepil belevyd in hir
crying er not, hir grace was nevyrthelesse but evyr encresyd.
And as wel and as goodly
owr Lord visityd hir on nyght as on day, whan he wolde, and how
he wolde, and wher
he wolde, for sche lakkyd no grace but whan sche dowtyd er mistrostyd
the goodnes
of God, supposyng er dredyng that it was the wyle of hir gostly
enmy to enformyn hir
er techyn hir otherwyse than wer to hir gostly hele. Whan sche
supposyd thus er
consentyd to any swech thowtys thorw steryng of any man er thorw
any evyl spiryt in
hir mende that wolde many a tyme a don hir left of hir good purpos,
had the myghty
hand of owr Lordys mercy not withstande hys gret malyce, than
lakkyd sche grace
and devocyon and alle good thowtys and alle good mendys, tyl
sche was thorw the
mercy of owr Lord Jhesu Crist compellyd to belevyn stedfastly
wythowtyn any dowtyng
that it was God spak in hir and wolde be magnyfiid in hir for
hys owyn goodnes and
hir profyte and for the profyte of many other. And, whan sche
belevyd that it was God
and no evyl spiryt that gaf hir so mech grace of devocyon, contricyon,
and holy
contemplacyon, than had sche so many holy thowtys, holy spechys,
and dalyawns in
hir sowle techyng hir how sche schulde lovyn God, how sche schulde
worschepyn hym
and servyn hym, that sche cowde nevyr rehersyn but fewe of hem;
it wer so holy and
so hy that sche was abaschyd to tellyn hem to any creatur, and
also it weryn so hy
abovyn hir bodily wittys that sche myth nevyr expressyn hem wyth
hir bodily tunge
liche as sche felt hem. Sche undirstod hem bettyr in hir sowle
than sche cowde uttyr
hem. Yyf on of hir confessowrys
come to hir whan sche ros up newely fro hir
contemplacyon er ellys fro hir meditacyon, sche cowde a telde
hym meche thyng of
the dalyawnce that owr Lord dalyid to hir sowle, and in a schort
tyme aftyr sche had
forgetyn the most party therof and ny everydeel. |