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84
The Abbas of Denney, an hows of nunnys, oftyn tymys sent for the
sayd creatur
that sche schulde come to speke wyth hir and wyth hir sisterys.
The creatur thowt sche
wolde not gon tyl an other yer, for sche myth evyl duryn the
labowr. Than, as sche was
in hir meditacyon and had gret swetnes and devocyon, owr Lord
comawndyd hir to
gon to Denney and confortyn the ladiis that desyryd to comownyn
wyth hir, seying
on this maner to hir sowle, "Dowtyr, go forth to the hows of
Denney in the name of
Jhesu, for I wole that thu comfort hem." Sche was loth to gon,
for it was pestylens
tyme, and hir thowt that sche wolde for no good a deyd ther.
Owr Lord seyd to hir
mende agen, "Dowtyr, thu schalt go saf and come saf agen." Sche
went than to a
worschepful
burgeys wyfe, the whech lovyd hir and trostyd hir ryth mech, whos
husbond lay in gret sekenes, and teld the worschepful wife that
sche schulde go to
Denney. The worthy woman wolde that sche schulde not a gon and
seyd, "I wolde not,"
sche seyd, "that myn husbond deyid whil ye wer owt for forty
shillings." And sche
seyd agen, "Yyf ye wolde geve me an hundryd pownde, I wolde not
abydyn at hom."
For, whan sche was bodyn in hir sowle for to gon, sche wolde
in no wey wythstond it,
but for anythyng sche wolde forth what that evyr fel. And, whan
sche was bodyn ben
at hom, sche wolde for no thyng gon owte. And than owr Lord telde
hir that the
forseyd burgeys schulde not
dey. Than yede she ageyn to the worthy wife and bad hir
ben of good comforte, for hir husbond schulde levyn and faryn
ryth wel and that he
schulde not dey yet. The good wife was ryth glad and seyd agen
to hir, "Now gospel
mote it ben in yowr mowth." Sithyn the creatur wolde a sped hir
forth as sche was
comawndyd, and, whan sche cam to the watyrs syde, alle the botys
weryn forth to
Cambryggeward er than sche cam. Than had sche mech hevynes how
sche schulde
fulfillyn owr Lordys biddyng. And anon sche was bodyn in hir
sowle that sche schulde
not ben sory ne hevy, for sche schulde ben ordeynd for wel anow
and sche schulde gon
safe and come saf agen. And it fel so in dede. Than owr Lord
mad a maner of thankyng
to hir, for as meche as sche in contemplacyon and in meditacyon
had ben hys modyrs
maydyn and holpyn to kepyn hym in hys childhod and so forth into
the tyme of hys
deth and seyd unto hir, "Dowtyr, thow schalt han as gret mede
and as gret reward wyth
me in hevyn for thi good servyse and the good dedys that thu
hast don in thi mynde
and meditacyon as yyf thu haddyst don tho same dedys wyth thy
bodily wittys
wythowtyn forth. And also, dowtyr, whan thu dost any servyse
to the and to thin
husbond in mete or drynke er any other thyng that is nedful to
yow, to thi gostly
fadirs, er to any other that thu receyvyst in my name, thu schalt
han the same mede in
hevyn as thow thu dedist it to myn owyn persone er to my blissyd
modyr, and I schal
thankyn the therfor. Dowtyr, thu seyst that it is to me a good
name to be callyd al good,
and thu schalt fyndyn that name is al good to the. And also,
dowtyr, thu seyst it is
wel worthy that I be callyd al lofe, and thu schalt wel fyndyn
that I am al lofe to the, for
I knowe every thowt of thyn hert. And I knowe wel, dowtyr, that
thu hast many tymys
thowt, yyf thu haddist an had many chirchys ful of nobelys, thu
woldist a govyn hem
in my name. And also thu hast thowt that thu woldist, yyf thu
haddist had good anow,
a made many abbeys for my lofe for religiows men and women to
dwellyn in and a
govyn iche of hem hundryd powndys be yer for to ben my servawntys.
And thu hast
also in thi mende desyryd to han many preistys in the town of Lynne
that myth syngyn
and redyn nyght and day for to servyn me, worschepyn me, and
preysyn and thankyn
me for the goodnes that I have don to the in erthe. And therfor,
dowtyr, I behote the
thu schalt have the same mede and reward in hevyn for this good
willys and thes good
desyrys as yyf thu haddist don hem in dede. Dowtyr, I knowe alle
the thowtys of thin
hert that thu hast to alle maner men and women, to alle lazerys,
and to alle presonerys,
and as mech good as thu woldist gevyn hem be yer to serve me
wyth I take it as yf it
wer don in dede. And, dowtyr, I thanke the for the charité
that thu hast to alle lecherows
men and women, for thu preyst for hem and wepist many a teer
for hem, desyryng that
I schulde delyvyr hem owt of synne and ben as gracyows to hem
as I was to Mary
Mawdelyn and that thei myth
han as gret lofe to me as Mary Mawdelyn had. And
wyth this condicyon thu woldist that every of hem schulde have
twenty pownde be yer
to lovyn me and preysyn me. And, dowtyr, this gret charité
that thu hast in thi preier to
hem plesyth me ryth wel. And also, dowtyr, I thanke the for the
charité that thu hast in
thi preyer whan thu preyist for alle Jewys and Sarazenys
and alle hethyn pepil that thei
schulde comyn to Cristen feith that my name myth be magnyfiid
in hem, and for the
holy teerys and wepyngys that thu hast wept for hem, preying
and desyryng that yyf
any preyer myth bryngyn hem to grace or to Cristyndom that I
schulde heryn thi preyer
for hem yf it wer my wille. Forthermor, dowtyr, I thanke the
for the general charité
that thu hast to alle the pepil that is now in this worlde levyng
and to alle tho that arn
for to come into this worldys ende, that thu woldist ben hakkyd
as smal as flesche to
the potte for her lofe so that I wolde be thi deth savyn hem
alle fro dampnacyon yyf it
plesyd me, for thu seyst oftyn in thy thowt that ther arn inowe
in helle and thu woldist
that ther schulde nevyr mo men deservyn for to comyn therin.
And therfor, dowtyr, for
alle thes good willys and desyrys thu schalt han ful hy mede
and rewarde in hevyn.
Beleve it ryth wel, and dowt it nevyr a deel, for alle thes gracys
ar my gracys, and I
werke hem in the myself for thu schuldist han the mor mede in
hevyn. And I telle the
trewly, dowtyr, every good thowt and every good desyr that thu
hast in thi sowle is the
speche of God, al yf it be so that thu her me not spekyn to the
sumtyme as I do
sumtyme to thi cler undirstondyng. And therfor, dowtyr, I am
as an hyd God in thi
sowle, and I wythdrawe sumtyme thi teerys and thi devocyon that
thu schuldist thynkyn
in thyself that thu hast no goodnes of thiself but al goodnes
comyth of me, and also thu
schuldist verily wetyn what peyn it is for to forbere me, and
how swet it is for to fele me,
and that thu schuldist be the mor besy for to sekyn me agen,
also, dowtyr, for thu schuldist
knowyn what peyne other men han that wolde felyn me and may not.
For ther is many
a man in erth that, yyf he had but oo day in al hys lyve tyme
of swech as thu hast many
days, he wolde evyr lovyn me the bettyr and thankyn me for that
oo day. And thu
maist not, dowtyr, forberyn me oo day wythowtyn gret peyne. Therfor,
dowtyr, thu
hast gret cawse to lovyn me ryth wel, for it is for no wreth,
dowtyr, that I wythdrawe
sumtyme fro the the felyng of grace and the fervowr of devocyon
but that thu schuldist
knowyn ryth wel that thu maist be no ypocryte for no wepyng,
for no criyng, for no
swetnes, for no devocyon, for no mynd of myn passyon,
ne for non other gostly grace
that I geve er send to the. For thes arn not the develys gyftys,
but thei arn my gracys
and my gyftys, and thes arn myn owyn special gyftys that I geve
to myn owyn chosyn
sowlys the whech I knew wythowtyn begynnyng schulde come to grace
and dwellyn
wyth me withowtyn endyng. For in alle other thyngys thu maist
ben an ypocrite yf thu
wilt, that is to sey, in undirstandyng, in many bedys byddyng,
in gret fastyng, in gret
penawnce doyng wythowtyn forth that men may se it, er in gret
almes dedys doyng
wyth thin handys, er in good wordys spekyng wyth thi mowth. In
alle thes, dowtyr, thu
maist ben an ypocrite yf thu wilte, and thu maist also don hem
wel and holily yf thu
wilt thiselfe. Lo, dowtyr, I have gove the swech a lofe that
thu schalt non ypocrite be
therin. And, dowtyr, thu schalt nevyr lesyn tyme whil thu art
ocupiid therin, for hoso
thynkyth wel he may not synnyn for the tyme. And the devyl
knowith not the holy
thowtys that I geve the ne no man in erde knowyth how wel and
holily thu art ocupiid
wyth me, ne thiself can not tellyn the gret grace and goodnes
that thu felist in me. And
therfor, dowtyr, thu begilyst bothe the devyl and the worlde
wyth thin holy thowtys,
and it is ryth gret foly to the pepil of the worlde for to demyn
thin hert that no man may
knowyn but God alone. And therfor, dowtyr, I telle the trewly
thu hast as gret cawse to
enjoyin and ben mery in thi sowle as lady er maydyn in this world.
My lofe is so mech
to the that I may not drawyn it fro the, for, dowtyr, ther may
non hert thynke ne tunge
telle the gret love that I have to the, and that I take witnes
of my blissyd modyr, of myn
holy awngelys, and of alle the seyntys in hevyn, for thei alle
worschep me for thi lofe
in hevyn. And so schal I ben worschepyd in erth for thi love,
dowtyr, for I wyl have
the grace that I have schewyd to the in erth knowyn to the worlde
that the pepil may
wonderyn in my goodnes and merveylyn of my gret goodnes that
I have schewyd to
the that hast ben synful, and becawse that I have be so gracyows
and mercyful to the,
thei that ben in the worlde schal not dispeyrin, be thei nevyr
so synful, for thei may
han mercy and grace yyf thei wil hemself. |