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The sayd creatur lay ful stille in the chirch, heryng and undirstondyng
this swet
dalyawnce in hir sowle as clerly as on frende schulde spekyn
to an other. And, whan
sche herd the gret behestys that owr Lord Jhesu Crist behite
hir, than sche thankyd
hym wyth gret wepyngys and sobbyngys and wyth many holy and reverent
thowtys,
seying in hir mende, "Lord Jhesu, blissyd mote thu be, for this
deservyd I nevyr of the,
but I wolde I wer in that place ther I schulde nevyr displese
the fro this tyme forward."
Wyth swech maner of thowtys and many mo than I cowde evyr writyn
sche worschepyd
and magnifyed owr Lord Jhesu Crist for hys holy visitacyon and
hys comfort. And in
swech maner visitacyons and holy contemplacyonis as arn beforn
wretyn, mech mor
sotyl and mor hy wythowtyn comparison than be wretyn, the sayd
creatur had continuyd
hir lyfe thorw the preservyng of owr Savyowr Crist Jhesu mor
than twenty-five yer
whan this tretys was wretyn, weke be weke and day be day, les
than sche wer ocupiid
wyth seke folke er ellys wer lettyd wyth other nedful occupasyon
as was necessary
unto hir er to hir evyn crystyn. Than it was wythdrawyn sumtyme,
for it wil be had but
in gret qwyet of sowle thorw long excersyse. Of this maner speche
and dalyawnce
sche was mad mythy and strong in the lofe of owr Lord and gretly
stabelyd in hir feith
and encresyd in mekenes and charité wyth other good vertuys.
And sche stabely and
stedfastly belevyd that it was God that spak in hir sowle and
non evyl spiryt, for in hys
speche sche had most strength and most comfort and most encresyng
of vertu, blissyd
be God. Dyvers tymys, whan the creatur was so seke that sche
wend to a ben ded and
other folke wende the same, it was answeryd in hir sowle that
sche schulde not deyin but
sche schulde levyn and far wel, and so sche dede. Sumtyme owr
Lady spak to hir and
comfortyd hir in hir sekenes. Sumtyme Seynt
Petyr, er Seynt
Powle, sumtyme Seynt
Mary Mawdelyn, Seynt
Kateryne, Seynt
Margaret, er what seynt in hevyn that sche
cowde thynke on thorw the wil and sufferawns of God, thei spokyn
to the undirstondyng
of hir sowle, and enformyd hir how sche schulde lovyn God and
how sche schulde best
plesyn hym, and answeryd to what that sche wolde askyn of hem,
and sche cowde
undirstond be her maner of dalyawns whech of hem it was that
spak unto hir and
comfortyd hir. Owr Lord of hys hy mercy visityd hir so mech and
so plenteuowsly
wyth hys holy spechys and hys holy dalyawnce that sche wist not
many tymys how
the day went. Sche supposyd sumtyme of five owrys er six owrys
it had not ben the
space of an owr. It was so swet and so devowt that it ferd as
sche had ben in an hevyn.
Sche thowt nevyr long therof ne sche was nevyr irke therof; the
tyme went awey sche
wist not how. Sche had levar a servyd God, yyf sche myght a levyd
so long, an hundryd
yer in this maner of lyfe than oo day as sche began fyrst. And
oftyn tymys sche seyd
to owr Lord Jhesu, "A, Lord Jhesu, syn it is so swet to wepyn
for thi lofe in erth, I
wote wel it schal be ryght joyful to be wyth the in hevyn. Therfor,
Lord, I prey the, late
me nevyr han other joy in erthe but mornyng and wepyng for thy
lofe. For me thynkith,
Lord, thow I wer in helle, yyf I myth wepyn ther and mornyn for
thi lofe as I do her,
helle schuld not noyin me, but it schulde be a maner of hevyn,
for thy lofe puttyth
awey al maner of drede of owr gostly enmye, for I had levar ben
ther as long as thu
woldist and plesyn the than ben in this worlde and displesyn
the. Therfor, Lord, as thu
wilt so mote it be." |