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89
Also, whil the forseyd creatur was ocupiid abowte the writyng
of this tretys, sche
had many holy teerys and wepingys, and oftyntymys ther cam a flawme
of fyer abowte
hir brest ful hoot and delectabyl, and also he that was hir writer
cowde not sumtyme
kepyn hymself fro wepyng. And oftyn in the mene tyme, whan the
creatur was in
cherche, owr Lord Jhesu Crist wyth hys gloryows Modyr and many
seyntys also comyn
into hir sowle and thankyd hir, seying that thei wer wel plesyd
wyth the writyng of
this boke. And also sche herd many tymys a voys of a swet brydde
syngyn in hir ere,
and oftyn tymys sche herd swet sowndys and melodiis that passyd
hir witte for to
tellyn hem. And sche was many tyme seke whyl this tretys was
in writyng, and, as
sone as sche wolde gon abowte the writyng of this tretys, sche
was heil and hoole
sodeynly in a maner. And oftyn sche was comawndyd to makyn hir
redy in al hast.
And on a tyme, as sche lay in hir preyerys in the chirche the
tyme of Advent
befor
Cristmes,
sche thowt in hir hert sche wolde that God of hys goodnes wolde makyn
Maistyr Aleyn to seyin a sermown
as wel as he cowde. And, as swithe as sche had
thowt thus, sche herd owr Sovereyn Lord Crist Jhesu seyin in
hir sowle, "Dowtyr, I
wot ryth wel what thu thynkist now of Maistyr Aleyn, and I telle
the trewly that he schal
seyin a rith holy sermowne.
And loke that thu beleve stedfastly the wordys that he schal
prechyn as thow I prechyd hem myselfe, for thei schal be wordys
of gret solas and
comfort to the, for I schal spekyn in hym." Whan sche had herd
this answer, sche went
and telde it hir confessowr and other tweyn preistys that sche
trustyd mech on. And,
whan sche had telde hem hir felyng, sche was ful sory for dreed
whethyr he schulde
sey so wel as sche had felt er not, for revelacyons be hard sumtyme
to undirstondyn.
And sumtyme tho that men wenyn wer revelacyonis it arn deceytys
and illusyons, and
therfor it is not expedient to gevyn redily credens to every
steryng but sadly abydyn
and prevyn yf thei be sent of God. Nevyrthelesse as to this felyng
of this creatur, it
was very trewth schewyd in experiens, and hir dred and hir hevynes
turnyd into gret
gostly comforte and gladnes. Sumtyme sche was in gret hevynes
for hir felyngys,
whan sche knew not how thei schulde ben undirstondyn many days
togedyr, for drede
that sche had of deceytys and illusyons, that hir thowt sche
wolde that hir hed had be
smet fro the body tyl God of hys goodnesse declaryd hem to hir
mende. For sumtyme
that sche undirstod bodily it was to ben undirstondyn gostly,
and the drede that sche
had of hir felyngys was the grettest scorge that sche had in
erde and specialy whan
sche had hir fyrst felyngys, and that drede made hir ful meke
for sche had no joye in
the felyng tyl sche knew be experiens whethyr it was trewe er
not. But evyr blissyd
mote God ben, for he mad hir alwey mor myty and mor strong in
hys love and in hys
drede and gaf hir encres of vertu wyth perseverawns. Her endith
this tretys, for God
toke hym to hys mercy that wrot the copy of this boke, and, thow
that he wrot not
clerly ne opynly to owr maner of spekyng, he in hys maner of
wrytyng and spellyng
mad trewe sentens the whech, thorw the help of God and of hirselfe
that had al this
tretys in felyng and werkyng, is trewly drawyn owt of the copy
into this lityl boke. |