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5 Once my nose crawled
like a snail on the glass;
my
hand tingled
to
burst the bubbles
drifting
from the noses of the cowed, compliant fish. |
My
hands draw back. I often sigh still
10 for the dark downward and vegetating
kingdom
of
the fish and reptile. One morning last March,
I pressed
against the new barbed and galvanized |
fence
on the Boston Common. Behind their cage,
yellow
dinosaur steamshovels were grunting
15 as the cropped up tons of
mush and grass
to
gouge their underworld garage. |
Parking
spaces luxuriate like civic
sandpiles
in the heart of Boston.
A girdle
of orange, Puritan-pumpkin colored girders
20 braces the
tingling Statehouse, |
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25 Two months after marching through
Boston,
half
the regiment was dead;
at
the dedication,
William
James could almost hear the bronze Negroes breathe. |
Their
monument sticks like a fishbone
30 in the city’s throat.
Its
Colonel is as lean
as
a compass-needle. |
He
has an angry wrenlike vigilance,
a greyhound’s
gentle tautness;
35 he seems to wince at pleasure,
and
suffocate for privacy. |
He
is out of bounds now. He rejoices in man’s lovely,
peculiar
power to choose life and die-
when
he leads his black soldiers to death,
40 he cannot bend his back. |
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grow
slimmer and younger each year-
wasp-waisted,
the doze over muskets
and
muse through their sideburns… |
Shaw’s
father wanted no monument
50 except the ditch,
where
his son’s body was thrown
and
lost with his "niggers." |
The
ditch is nearer.
There
are no statues for the last war here;
55 on Boylston Street, a commercial
photograph
shows Hiroshima boiling |
over
a Mosler Safe, the "Rock of Ages"
that
survived the blast. Space is nearer.
When
I crouch to my television set,
60 the drained faces of Negro
school-children rise like balloons. |
Colonel
Shaw
is
riding on his bubble,
he
waits
for
the blesséd break. |
65 The Aquarium is gone. Everywhere,
giant finned cars nose forward like fish;
a savage
servility
slides
by on grease.
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